Letting Go

I found myself saying it twice. As if to convince myself? Or was it to affirm?

Whatever it was, I said it twice.

Many years ago, I had aspired for it. Mainly because I felt I was suited for it, was doing it, and it would have helped to have it, especially for some of the ministry I was doing.

But now. Well, perhaps I am also wary.

Yes, perhaps I am also scared.

Or perhaps I have moved on.

Whatever the reason, (which I will not explore here) I no longer aspire to be that. I have let it go....